Sabe que? I have 4 months in the mission. Can y´all believe that? I
can..but can´t but can... Eh, I don´t know. It´s weird. And then after this next
transfer is my "yearish left" mark. Que en el mundo?
But I´ve been doing a lot of reflection this past week about the mission.
And honestly, it sounds cliche cause it is what everyone says, but it really is
the best time of your life...and the worst time, all wrapped up into one. One
day you are on the verge on tears and super depressed cause...tons of different
things. And then in a different moment, you couldn´t image being happier in your
life because of simple things or steps of faith oooorr I don´t know, lots of
stuff!
In a mission, I think that this is the time in your life when you are going
to be closer to God and the Savior than in any other time in your life. You
learn to literally rely on them in every moment, with every problem, saddness,
and doubt. And yeah, at times we all forget stuff like that and then we learn it
again and our testimonies of the divinity of Christ grow. It´s kinda funny isn´t
it? How in one moment we have a super strong convinction of something and then
after time, we forget or we lose it and then we learn it
again....siiiiighh human probs I guess.
But really, this week, I have spent a lot of time on my knees. And now, I
can testify that prayer is real. God really listens. He listens to every
question, every sad event, every happy moment..He listens. And He answers.
Always, He answers. It´s not always through the means that we are expecting.
Sometimes He answers through ourselves, sometimes through feelings, sometimes
through things that happen in our day, and sometimes through other people. But
it doesn´t matter in what form He responds to our needs and questions, because
the point is that He does. I know that with all my heart. And I am so grateful
for the peace and rest our souls can find through prayer. And I´m so grateful
for the miracles big and small that we can see in our lives through
prayer.
And about Christmas, apparently we use Skype in this mission, so Mom, if
you would be so kind to send me my old skype info (like username and password)
so I will be able to skype you guys on Christmas, I would be extremely grateful.
As for the time...I have no idea. Sorry :/ We are going to be in the house of a
less active and her family so we need to confirm the plans with her first. So
I´ll let you know next week at what time exactly...we are thinkin in the late
afternoon though.
But that´s all for this week! I love you guys sooo much, and I´ll talk to
you in 9 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love always and always,
Hermana Abigail Page